Very overwhelmed

I am going through my bills and not liking what I see. I am so angry that I have let things get to where they are.

And I am so overwhelmed I am not quite sure where to start right now. I have a stack of bills to finish sorting through and organizing and all I want to do is lay down and sleep. Mainly so I can avoid doing what I don't really want to do.

I know that once I get started it won't be so bad. It is the getting started part that gets to me.

Does anyone else feel that way about things you don't really want to do but know you have to do?